Today was, in one word, crap.
I was fine when I woke up and then listening to the radio pissed me off because the idiots that call themselves politicians voted on getting rid of EMA, I knew it was happening but it being confirmed is a different thing. My parents were on my case about jobs in order to be able to afford 6th form next year, like I don't already know I need one. And then I was just snapping at people and I feel like crap for it. Had a little female problem as well and then when my sister got home it seemed like it was 'Make Kayleigh Feel Like Crap Day'. Whatever, I mean in two years I'll be out of here and off to uni, hopefully.
I've been thinking about my Grampy as well today, in a week and a bit it'll be 9 years since he died and thinking about it brings back so many memories. The thing that always upsets me though is that I'd never give him a kiss goodbye unless he was clean shaven, and I think of all the times I didn't give him a kiss and feel guilty knowing I probably hurt him, and no one that freakin' awesome deserves to feel hurt.
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