Without direction

I have no direction in my life. My current aim in university but is that a direction? It doesn't feel like it, it feels like a goal.

I know many people grow up without relgion, I was one of them but I feel like I should have one. I don't understand as to why that is. I read up on religion, the religion in the news and negative views on different religions.

I am mentally lost and spiritually lost. I just want some direction.