Love

Love is a cruel game.
It's never easy,
Always hard.
No free will,
Just to fall.
Strangers and bestfriends,
No control,
Just free fall.
It's fun, it's painful,
It's laughter and tears.
It sucks, it's necessary.
Love is a cruel game.

So, thats something that just came to my mind as I was thinking about writing this. It kinda explains how I'm feeling at the moment :/

Peace out

I've realised I can do things

These past two weeks I've been house sitting, and it's been pretty awesome. I had my best friend with me, had a pretty awesome gathering of friends and realised I can do things.

I never thought I could cook, sure I didn't cook really hard things but I managed to cook chicken twice without giving myself food poisoning and everything else was alright. Never burned anything else which is good. It made me realise I could live by myself fairly successfully, which I now can't wait for. But I think I'll need a room mate or something because an empty house would just freak me out all the time and I'd end up treating my pet as a person which would just then lead to me being even more insane than I am now.

I also have some idea as to what I want to do in the future. I would love to do something with English and History as those are the two subjects I'm enjoying most at the moment, sure I hate the Ireland side of history but everything comes with ups and downs. I love reading and writing, I may not be all that good at the second one but it can be improved with practice just like anything really.
I would really love to be a successful author or journalist. It would be awesome, but it's so hard to get into.

I should probably start having a physical journal, it's not the safest way to keep my thoughts but it'd be good to just have it on me at all times to note down any thoughts I have.

Peace out

God has something against me

It's Saturday, I'm shattered and I didn't get to blog yesturday.

Found out something completely crapp on Friday at about 2:30am, someone I really, really care about has only months to live. Stupid fucking doctors, why couldn't they detect it sooner. I swear this is why we pay tax, to contribute to the NHS and to pay for stupid doctors who can't get anything right.

And the reason I'm so tired is because I went out last night and it was freaking awesome. Had a great time and really enjoyed myself. I just regret one thing.
That's all I've really got to say.

Peace out

Typical Thursday evening

It's a typical Thursday evening, I'm on bed with the laptop and watching Corrie. I'm also trying to work up the motivation to do my history homework as per any usual Thursday evening. Ireland has to be the most subject in history.
However, there is something slightly different about this Thursday evening. I got told to add someone because they're single and looking. I feel a little bit desperate but c'est la vie. We'll see where it goes I guess :/.

I miss my old life, I miss when the simplicity of seeing friends that have gone to college everyday, I miss how simple life in general used to be and I miss how far the future used to seem.

Peace out